my story....my life...my journey...: 2012

Saturday, September 8, 2012

welcome back!

assalamualaikum... Dgn sukacitanya(suka ka?) sy ingin mengumumkan bahawa sy sudah kembali ke USM yg tercinta(tercintaka?) di bumi kubang kerian ni...

OK, all of the blabing is a lie ok... I feel very the very the very the lazy to come back to Usm...hadoii... tapi x pa..everything must come to an end...holiday has ended.. now i'm back to be the meanest girl ever alive!muahahhahaha..just joking la...hope i will be a better person in this new chapter of my life..new room,new roomie, new life!

Just remember 1 thing...
EVENTHOUGH THERE ARE NO ONE BESIDE YOU..YOU ARE NOT ALONE..ALLAH IS ALWAYS WITH YOU..ALWAYS!

and one more thing..dun forget to...

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

BERSERAWANG!

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.... uhuukk..uhukk(batuk ok).. Agak keterlaluan lamanya aku tinggal blog ni..nak update..nk update tapi x jadi..malas..x dan..x taw nk update apa..mcm2 alasan dibagi aku..kciannye kt u blog..i x de niat nk wat kt u mcm ni... ahhaakkss! gediks!

So many things to write and tell the whole world.....hakelehh, mcm FEMES sgt blog aku ni kan....hahaha..

Ok, first thing first...kita baru hbis mood raya kan?tapi! aku still nk ucap SELAMAT HARI RAYA to uollss! hehehhe..speaking of raya, aku nk cerita pasal raya aku..

1. RAYA Raya tahun ni tema dya kelabu..x kesah la kelabu tahi itik ka taik itik asalkan kelabu..sebelum ni x pnh pon nk tema berbagai...ni first raya yg ada tema....thanks to my youngest brother yg tiba2 bg koman suh bli bju yg kaler klabu.... Mula2 mcm leceh la nk tema2 ni kan..tp it turn out pretty nice..bila amik gmbaq la kan..nmpk sepesen ja suma..haha...so, ni ada gmbaq raya aku skit..byk lg sebenaqnya...tapi mlas nk upload...wakakakaka.... Raya taun ni bes sbb semua balik!dan ada Haaarith Luthfee yg comel (miss him).. :'(

grey!grey!grey!

2. Anniversary my beloved mak and ayah

Pada tanggal 3 September 1981, mak dan ayah sy telah berkahwin dengan bahagianya..haha..ayat x boley blah... Alhamdullillah, bila tgk parents kita bahagia smpai skrg rasa bahagia sangat2... dah 31 tahun mereka hidup sekali..membesarkan kami...berkorban untuk kami 6 orang...rasa sgt bertuah ada parents yg mcm ni..sporting but strict at the same time....i think dat is how a parent should be to their children...in my opinion ja la...ada jgk yg kata mcm len...x pa la..ikut suka la nk kata apa pon..hakhakhak...kami celebrate anniversary mak ayah dekat restoran arab nama Qasar Hadhramaut kot.. cek pn x taw sbb dya tulih arab...haha... walfadangfasirun..hehehhe.... gambar di bawah..Saya sangat sangat sangat sayang mereka! someday i will repay you..no matter what it is..i will...

coklat indulgence my fav!!!!

3. Pengalaman berharga

Sepanjang cuti ni aku menghabiskan masa menjadi seorg BABYSITTER yg berjaya....over gituhh...x pyh nk berjaya sgt la kan...babysitter ja pon...eh hello...ingt senang ka nk jadi?walaupun anak kakak sniri..tp susah wooo.. kna bancuh susu..tengok dya men..bg mandi..basuh ek ek(ber*k)..hurmm apa lg?tapi suma tu senang ja pn nk wat..wat truk bleyh..penampar maw? XMAW!!! hahahah..gila...anak kakak yg second nama dya Haarith Luthfee...comey sgt...sgt sgt sgt comey mcm aku, eh? hahaha...kcian kak aku x dak org nk tlg jaga anak dya sebab dya ngan husband dya kija...so aku dan kakak aku yg 3rd pn p la jaga awis(nama panggilan)...awis..awis..awis bawu ja blik semalam tp acik dh rndu awis..sob2.. :'(

see, dya comel mcm aku kan?kan?kan??!!!aahh,RINDU!

4. The Girls

Sapa ada bestfren kt cni angkat tgn dan kaki!! Angkat! Angkat cepat! wey, gila ka apa??!deii machaa...apa ini ckp?mcm org x betoi saja..OK dh..x maw merapu..sebenanqnya nk cita pasal bestpren aku.. depa ni duk jauh2 suma nya..jauh dari aku la sebenaqnya...stress! aku kan kna tauk p klantan...yg len suma kna belah2 selatan...x pa la...nk wat camna..gpon bleyh shoping wakaf cek yeh selalu..hahhaha... Masa raya ja sempat jumpak depa..tu pun sat saja....hurm..x dak masa nk jumpk lama2..masing2 busy ngan komitmen masing2..anak la..laki la..eh?hahhaa...merepek! walaupun jumpak sat saja.. kami still bergelak ketawa mcm dulu2...pantang jumpk msti nk gila2 kan?x gitu hampa pon? sgt bes bila bleyh sembang2 ngan depa nih..bila bercerita smpai x hengat dunia..gelak smpai keraih perut..tegang muscle masseter aku..betoi ka eja mcm tu?WHATEVER! Zu dh nk p training jdi tentera laut.. yg len pikah, wawa, nadia ngan wafa(eh?) dh nk blik U masing2 dh...x pa sahabat...lobang hidung anda tetep mnjdi pujaan hatiku..hahha...lebiu weyh!

Zuhanna-->Nadia-->Pikah-->Wawa-->Ya,sy mmg suka tnjuk gigi...ngeeee~(smbil tnjuk gigi)

Saat terakhir ber'hang-out'..ya,sy tnjuk gigi lg..hihihi

wahhh, pnjg sungguh entry kali ni...semoga anda tidak muntah baca ni..klu muntah pon, ada i kessahh??hohohoh...Selamat bermimpi wahai pembaca..klu baca masa pagi sweet daydreaming! klu baca malam sweet nightmare! eh? Have a nice day uolls...Be a Better person than You Were Yesterday.. InsyaALLAH..I will write again.. PEACE BE UPON YOU!

Thursday, May 3, 2012

its been a while...

salam people...its been a looooooong time since i updated my bog...quite missed it tho...i have a lot of things to write here but since my battery is low and i was alone rite now in the middle of the night..i guess i shud juz write what are in my mind rite now...

HURRRMMMM....what ah??

yeah, i juz want to muhasabah my own self...my attitude towards other..
i am not a great person..faaarrr more than perfect..
im trying to be kind to other people but sumtimes it juz feels like "tak ikhlas" u noe...
y?maybe the person asking me for help at the wrong time...
at the time when i feel like i want to juz stay alone for a while...
but for a fren's sake, i have to "paksa" myself to do it..
don't u ever felt this way before?or is it juz me being a real bad person..

and one more things, i've never had a problem when dealing with frens...
except when the fren are getting on my nerves..
i've tried the best that i can to be like my ownself in frenship..but people just don't get it..
i dunno why...its not like i dun care about other's feeling or what..but i just like to keep things to myself whenever i dun like a person's attitude or things that a fren does that annoyed me for a long time...
and by the time that i cannot take it anymore...i will explode...but not like explode and go straight to his/her face and shout : Hey!!!i hate you do this and it annoyed me like hell!!!
come on, i still care about other's feeling ok...and im not like dat...
my mom said that if u can't accept the fren's style or u just feel very miserable by it...then leave it..
and let he/she go so that he/she can be frens with someone that really understand him/her...
yeah, thats my principle in frenship..sounds cruel and selfish rite?but that's what i think is the best way to solve the problem...who has greater idea than mine...feel free to share it...

sumetimes i like to be in the shower and take a loooooooong nap because that was when i feel i happy and no one can disturbed me and i dun have to deal with other people...yeah...smpai tahap 2 kan? i dunno why but it just feels great to sleep and feel very calm.... i like to talk to myself..yeah..weird huh?but by that way i can feel more relieved and all the stress come out eventho the problem is not settled yet when i got out from the bath or bed...this is me..and who i really am...
if u can't accept this...think of who u r first...
please and tq...may peace be upon u...

Monday, February 27, 2012

my awesome people..

today i wanna with u guys about awesome things dat had happen in my life...
ok,first thing first...my sister juz gave birth to a cute baby boy and the name is Haarith Luthfee...quite fancy huh..all the doubling the 'a' and the 'e' stuff...my sister juz want to make the name looked like hers..Noorleen..see the motif? he is super cute and the eye is big...hahaha...look juz like my sister...awwhh..miss them a lot...hope haarith will be a great muslim in the future..amiinn...

and the other thing is that i got the chance to go to universal studio singapore...it was awesome..but i dun have the time to ride all the thing there..which means i hve to go there again to complete the list..haha...i wanna go with my frens dis time..if they want to...i hope they will...sob3....

and lastly is what my awesome frens did to me for my birthday...
my birthday is on 2.2 (jot in down will ya?hihi..)..it was at kulim..i hang out with them on 1.2...after watching two movies in a row..they said they wanna go to eat laksa mambo..so i was like ok...jum! instead of going to laksa mambo they bring me to the resepi rahsia (if u noe what i mean)..hehe..i was like "mana laksa mambo?"pending sebentar....then they said "tudia laksa mambo(sambil tunjuk secret resepi)"..after a while then i noe that they wanted to celebrate my birthday..hahaha...so pending la i kan....awwhhh....luv u A.W.A.N....(pictures are below)

and there is another awesome thing dat happen when i was back in usm...my frens here tried to prank me...they subahat with my parents also...lagi gila kann....on that nite,my mood is very bad...i feel stress all day long...maybe its the time of the month...and suddenly my mother called me and said "wafa,ayah suh hg blik rini gak...nk wat pa x taw la..."and she is laughing....and i was like"mak....wafa ada kelas la esok..camna nk blik??"my heart beats very fast and i felt like wanna cry time tu jgak...lpas satu,satu bnda yg menstresskan aku mai...hadoii...and then my father send me a message.."depa nk pekena hg"...and i was like "whhaattt???!!"then,i juz let them settle the things with me...x nak ckp yg i dh taw plan diorg..jahat kan?hahahaha...then i can see their stress faces..kcian lak kt diorg...but i dunno how to react..xkan nk pegi and ckp.."ok,where is the cake?"hahaha....so i just let them do what they want...then,my friend called and said my other frens had a accident...so i go down stairs and ride the cars..and lots of things happen odw to the hospital(konon)...then at 1 point the cars stop and my frens give me the cake..i was surpreise ok...nk nagis pn ada...its hard ok...and the cake is chocolate indulgence..my favourite...i feel bad for them doing all these things to me...but i dunno what to do...if u r in my shoes also,u would not spoiled the surprise right?but then i noe they are all stressed out because of me..and its REVENGE time...when we are eating the cake...one plate of cake is on my tudung,face,my cardigan all full of cream cheese..and the best part is 1 whole baldi of water are poured on me...guess i deserved that huh?msti korg puaskan leyh wat aku cam2?huhuhu...

p/s: mirul,huda,hajar,aina and zainul...im sorry if im making u stressed..u all r the best frens anyone could ever have...*tears (I_I)

enough of blabbing..heres some pictures of me n my frens..klu nk tgk la...

me,nadia,wawa,pikah

nadia n me..we are cute..cute ker?

muka bes dpt kek..hihi

sayang anda okeyh!

hope we r frens 4ever..

why kak long?because im the oldest among them all...hihi

my geng at usm...along x der lak..

lebiuuol weyh...

Thursday, February 2, 2012

i'm 20!

Alhamdulillah...its been 20 years old i had been given the opportunity to live in dis world...thank you ALLAH...feel very thankful for it...

In 20 years, i have been through lots of up and down..well,thats the circle of life..what do you expect? I am really thankful to be surrounded by awesome family, awesome friends and had an awesome life...There's always people to talk, to listen, to cry on, rely on everywhere i go...Eventhough i'm 20 now,i still feel like i'm just a kid...i still rely on many people and need support from them...i still have a lot of things to do, to learn and to experience in order to be an adult...I know its not easy to be and think like an adult..well, got a lot more ahead of me...every single minutes is precious and priceless...dun waste it..cuz u'll going to regret it....

20,

time to start a new chapter of my life since i'm going to be in my "ty" years after dis..and no more "teen" years...sob..sob..sob...

mature thinking and action is what i need to be...

love and appreciate the people around me more..

cuz they are what i am rite now...

life in dis world is what determine mine in the hereafter...

so, prepare urself...cuz u need a lot of WORK to do..

and dunno what comes in the future

Thank You ALLAH..ALHAMDULILLAH.....

Sunday, January 22, 2012

at home,doing.....NOTHING!

Merujuk perkara di atas..ermm..nk wat arrow camna ek?watevahhhh....im at home rite now..like duuuhh....ok, aku bawu je abiskan 1 novel yg sgt bes nama dya CINTA KONTRAK....

aaarrgghhh...sgt la sweet ceta tuh n hero dya laki pan-asia wookk!!aku pnya la duk bygkan...tp asyik bertukaq2 plak rupa dya...hahaha....byk sgt imaginasi dlm otak ni kan...kui3....yg shocking nya penulis dya bawu umoq 18thun okeyh...impressive!

Ceta nih pasai keegoan lelaki dan juga perempuan yg telah berkahwin....hero dya nama Muhammad Danial Franz (ohh..sgtla sedap) and heroin dya nama Nur Alia Airysha (my future doter name..haha)..well...dlm novel suma nama sedap2 kan...x nah lak jumpak novel yg pakai nama pe'ah (no offence) or awang(no offence) ka...tp mana taw lpaih buh nama tuh truih jdi laris..haaaa...idea yg bernas...kehkehkeh...

Cita tuh awai2 pn dh bes dh....mula2 lpas kawen depa guna aku-kau...then i-you..then abg-ayang.ohh sooo sweeettt!!!ok..aku taw aku gedik...but who cares?haha..

aku sblm ni bknnya pembaca novel yg tegar pn...ni pn sbb ada baucer buku kan (tq government!) tu yg bli tuh sambil2 duk kt umah x taw nk wat pa baca je la kan...sblm ni pn 1 buku ja yg aku pnh baca...novel aA+bB....cita ni pn bes gak...haihh...suma bes aih.....payah3...hahaha...

Then, bila dh abih novel ni, aku x taw dh nk wat pa...ada lgi satu nvel aku bli rituh... Uda dan Dara..tp i don't feel like reading it rite now...so nganga ja la kt umah...tidoq...bgn..tv..makan etc2...and the cycles of my everyday lives repeat... boredsomeenesss!!! sy rindu kwn2 usm lah skrg...padahal x sampai sminggu kt umah nih...payah3~~~

sudah byk aku melalak..sy maw pergi tido...esok knuri umah kakak jimi...manyak kija kna wat..but at least i have sumthing to do 2morrow...yeay!!! (sewel)

masa nih aku tgh selesema tp gagah nk amik gmbar bajet kiut...notice the red nose n tisu

Thursday, January 12, 2012

final sem exam + unexpected holidei...

assalamualaikum......is anybody there??look like dis blog had been left for a long time...yeah..i noe...im too lazy to update...ngeh3...

now is the final week of my final sem 1 exam...it is quite hard for me this week....everything dat i learn depend on 3 hours in the exam hall... and worst case scenario is i dis not do my very best in all the papers. what r u thinking wafa??i can already see my result n me crying at my room after the result was out :(

but padan muka hang kan??sapa suroh men2 time study kan? in ur face huhhh!!

after anatomy paper i went put with hajar,mirul and zainul to find "sumthing"....2 days after dat,i went out again with them plus aina this time and went to terengganu! in the middle of the exam week...sapa yg gila sgt wat kija cam 2 kan?? I AM! haha...

ekceli kami plan nk g sehari je sbb nk carik sponsor kan....tapi it turn out to be 2day and 1 night unexpected holiday..haha....

Alkisah taaaaiibbbb.....

pagi pukul 8 kami brtolak..(mula2 plan 730 tapi jnji melayu kan..haha) suma org pakai formal...yg pmpn ngan baju kurung nye, n yg laki dgn kemeja nye....smart2 blake..*ok..perasan

and at 8am, the jouney starts....kami byk sgt gelak spnjg prjalanan 2...disebabkan si driver yg sawan tula kan duk wat lawak bengong dia..penat aku gelak...haiihhh...then benti breakfast kt kedai apa ntah nama dia..x ingt....then sambung prjalanan...

lpas 3 jam...sampai la terengganu...tganu cantek ngat....aku suka gila g situ..rasa cam nk dok lama2 ja kt situ...tp x leyh....exam menunggu..kfine...trpaksa blek...driver aka mirul..byk sgt bawak kmi g tmpat yg cantek2 bes2...sbb dia mmg org ganu pong...terbaek lah hg mirul..nnt bwk kmi g lagi eh...hehe...terima kaseh abg mizi aka abg kepada si mirul 2 yg sponsor chalet kami....*ok,tido chalet gitu :P ....dia kcian kt adik dya kan penat drive..baek beno abg mu mirul..hehe..jln blik kelantan mmg CERAH..huhu..scary...

byk lg bnda2 yg nk diceriterakan kt sini..tp aku besalah...MALAS! hahaha...

here's some picture of us at tganu...slamat menjamu mata noh..hehe